Who’s Addict?

Females, who are you wearing make up for? Can you quit doing so much for vainglory? Who’s addict are you?

I used to watch females  lived with get ready to go out with fascination. I found I could learn what what application did what by seeing the before and  after on site. Prior to this practice I was oblivious to what went into their preparations. I would get questioned about my commitment or fidelity, it showed I didnt really care I reckon…So when I learned the attention tricks I went in.

I dont know why they do a lot of what they do because men have no use for useless things. Drives us crazy the importance people put on absolutely useless things. After questions about their techniques and justifications I began to suspect they were putting on their face and doing their hair for another man. So I scaled out and hit my city with a census. I found that the majority of females are addicted to make up and it’s effects. Whether it is internal or external we don’t really know. These females don’t really know anymore either. This is the subject in question here. Who’s addict are you?

I hear all tha time, “we do it for you” yet I always ask or expect them to not because it is not them. Sounds weak but it is for real. I didn’t pick them for appearances yet it’s like they fall deeper into this obsessive routine. Anytime we go out face done, hair did, coordination.

What tells you women to put make up on? Who is in your head making almost forcing you to sell out to be accepted. Never would I need to sell out or betray myself just to be accepted by someone or people. I assume the same for my mates. The weirdest part is that everyone I have talked to about it cannot explain why they still do it. What I so know is they have not stopped while knowing my position and its importance.

So many things are compromised by this conflict of interest. It tells us we are not as important as unknown expectations. General acceptance from irrelevant beings trumps mates, family or self. Overboard? How many selfies do you take a day? I take none, we’re talking 10 pics to my family in Alaska since 2015.

If you all do the same thing for no reason that we all can’t find, I imagine it’s not coincidence and pretty major. We get deep into vanity and it actually being your Higher Power. Then comes Idolatry and marriage to unclean things in tha spiritual sense. Pretty serious allegations. 100% accurate though.

Vanity is defined as inflated pride in oneself or appearance.

Beautiful who is Vanity?

My Truck Stole Me

I woke up in my self the other day in ancient Anchorage Alaska and downtown Nashville Tennessee without a shirt and just one shoe. I immediately knew I drank too much and I was hit again. I then tried to think of what it was that did it this time and after a short investigation I concluded that My Truck Stole Me.

I Beerfested to the scene of the crime and it was all there. I found that I didnt blackout from drinking because the bottle was still occupied which led me to realize I was not drunk at that time. I found my possessions minus a shirt and just one shoe.

Once I discovered my backpack I remembered and saw it all so clearly. My last memories were of drinking vodka, a sing-a-long and minute recreational drug usage. Everything happened as it had the only explanation I have currently on this 27th of April 2021 is My Truck was up to her new tricks and I had been had.

Strangers were coming up to me talking about their new shoes or how their truck was acting up. I knew what time it was right then. Every time I speak too freely things rapidly deteriorate situationally as a retaliation for embarrassment and disrespect due to self talk. I never learned that high school shit because there is a language barrier. What am I to do when I am mistaken for a yocal and a Job to their HANDS?

My family dynamics are so intricate that we quality control check and test the system in the realest possible ways. Along the way we evidently fell to thievery and ostracism to mitigate undisputed victories. I DONT DO ANYTHING. My Truck loves that one, Haha. It seems extreme to you but when your family it’s tough cover up love. Cannot remember that last part though. How many times I’ve won. I D K